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by Jenifer Cartland


  • April 9, 2014

    Earliest garden

    Two feet of snow
    for three months
    have finally melted
    and revealed
    our earliest spring garden —

    a blue bucket, not ours,
    three grocery bags, torn,
    a shredded dry cleaner bag,
    various bricks, once neatly stacked,
         now leveled and tossed,
    a fairy, headless but still holding wind chimes,
         eighteen inches from its stand,
    a sack of concrete mix, swollen and burst,
         with its paper sack thinned and scattered in pieces,

    a receipt from Walgreens for toothpaste and dog food,
    two styrofoam cups, crumbled and flattened,
    ten feet of twisted wire,
    a beer can,
    a bird feeder,
    nine – yes, nine! – newspapers
         still in their blue bags
         on either side of our front porch.

    Not much of a beginning,
    but it will come.

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  • April 8, 2014

    My ears hurt

    Let’s talk slow for a while —
    let’s pause and clean out
    this high speed stream of to-dos,
    follow-ups, closing the loops,
    changes of plans,
    pulling our heads
    into a breathless maze.

    Let’s talk slow,
    or better,
    sit in silence for a while
    and let the wind blow through
    in its own way.
    Perhaps we will marvel at it,
    or even wonder
    once again.

    ———————————–

    Was practically assaulted by a key note speech today — omg! an hour plus of a fast talker listing out all sorts of things people in my industry need to pay attention to.  My ears were literally aching – they could not get the information into my brain fast enough and were shutting down.  They felt as if I had been at a punk concert and standing right in front of the speakers.  This poem came from the resulting utter exhaustion.  There should be a law about these things . . . 

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  • April 7, 2014

    Om Shanti

    In every town
    the same building sits
    on usually a quiet street,
    usually single storied
    (or else a dark and creaky second story),
    painted on the outside and in
    with bright colors
    that would not fit any other building,
    rusty bathroom faucet,
    tidy stack of blankets,
    box of Kleenex,
    poor ventilation,
    welcoming
    the stranger,
    sore and confused by travel
    (needing so little after all),
    to find quiet,
    a kind of prayer in itself,
    to find breath,
    another prayer,
    to find communion,
    the holiest prayer of all —
    and thereby
    to recreate
    the universe.
    Om shanti.

    ——————————-

    Traveling and landing in Atlanta today.  I had the great good fortune, one, to find a sweet little yoga studio to put my head back on straight (Mystic Lotus Yoga) and two, to find a bar called BQE — with an open mic tonight for the spoken word.  Total blast!  Totally unexpected.

     

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  • April 6, 2014

    Our history

    Our history,
    our lives together,
    is held in tiny scraps
    scattered across the expanse
    and stored in countless libraries,
    monuments, turns of phrases,
    scars draping our hillsides,
    hearts, surgeries,
    attics, laws,
    lore.

    I wait for the damp,
    seeping, November wind
    to inhale its totality
    (it cannot be resisted),
    hold it in long enough
    to unify and ferment it,
    and then to let it go —
    to release it again to the wild,
    sweeping over the prairie,
    twirling waves of wheat —
    as something knowable,
    intelligible,
    story.

    And as we listen,
    we let it swirl into us
    so that we re-own and
    re-embody it (and it us):
    We peel and break it apart,
    possess its metaphors,
    allow it to enliven us,
    rush to preserve it,
    rescatter it into our own little
    storage boxes,
    as memory.

    That it could enthrall always,
    whole and intelligible,
    uniting all listeners,
    is perhaps too much to ask.
    We must be ready
    when the wind stirs.

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  • April 5, 2014

    Small, small light

    Small, small light
    why have you not gone out?
    Forgotten,
    taken for granted,
    unfueled —

    yet you stay lit,
    making yourself known
    in every pausing moment.

    In the washing of a dish,
    in the combing of my hair,
    in the saying goodbye forever,
    you stay lit,
    in my disobedience.

    Will you take your revenge?
    Will you consume me,
    upend all ordinary, useful things,
    demand to be recognized
    as the authority you are?

    I beg you to be complacent.
    I have no right,
    but I saved you once.
    Be kind.

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  • April 4, 2014

    The empty well

    My well is empty;
    it may not be filled again.
    Yet in its emptiness
    is revealed the contours,
    deep hues,
    of its inner walls,
    is made plain
    all cracks
    and pock marks,
    all irregularities,
    all immovable things,
    all brilliance.
    Water may overflow its
    rim someday again —
    ecstasy —
    but all that meets our eyes today
    will be pressed
    into shadow.
    ——————————————
    Day 4: Wondering about this notion that goodness is most revealed in frailty, not strength.  A lot of my NaPoWriMo poems will probably think on that.  Pretty hard to wrap my head around. 

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