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To all my friends who are and who are not freaking out right now
Crisis is unpredictable and scary.
You cannot tell where all
the pieces will land,
and many of them are sharpand heavy and need
constant flipping and turning over
to make them fit just so.
But with all the piecesin motion, it is perhaps a good time
to grab one (or two)
and help it find a better
place and shape. Hey —we know many pieces
have been tumbling in the air
long past time;
perhaps you forgot they were there,or didn’t see
who had to hold and flip over
each one, jagged and heavy
years on end.So, change your mind.
Be gentle. Be clear-eyed.
Catch, flip, round off,
place as if you are planting itunder the feet of your own, small child
who will wonder
about you
as time turns forwardand why you left everything
just so.
And she will only have these bare pieces
to tell her. -

On watching waves swish forward and back
What is worth noticing, my friend,
are the waves that stand out,
that trip up against the others.
The regularity of current,
old moon pulling, hypnotizes.
But don't let it loll you into missing
all those unique waves
that find a way to stand out,
against all expectations.
Sometimes, they are pushed
by an unexpected wall or reef.
Sometimes, they play with a mermaid's tail.
And sometimes, they are just bored
and feel a need to shake things up.
No matter. Enjoy the rhythm
if you will. Sing with it. Dance, even.
But keep a sharp eye out, too,
for those breaks of independence
and mystical creatures
whose only purpose in the sea
is to bring you to wonder. -

Vacations with my father
We always expected
that in two short weeks
a whole year could unwind
so that we were left surprised
and still tell stories
of when on the sailboat
your voice broke furious
through the wind
as we stumbled over the bow,
and we all sat then at dinner
frightened, exhausted
trying to find our humor. -

Photo of my mother at age 6
Miniature umbrella shadows face,
you shivered on the field
some time in the fuzzy past
and are shuffled together now
in a pile on my desk,
Rhyme, reason vanished,
and irrelevant, since one moment later
you may have been transformed
by lightening or thunder or life.
Yet we drag around our past
in an every-lengthening caboose,
forever needling through
our hopes for today.
What is the method for unleashing the old cars,
for choosing instead
to watch each moment flicker past
unrelated, with no repeated story
holding me down?
Let you go your way
and I mine? -

What love could learn from fungus
How to amble across
wide swaths of earth
with an ever-willing thrill,
how to spew spores of joy
every time someone tried to uproot you,
how to settle into a problem
long after everyone else has walked away,
how to blossom best on rainy days,
how to feast on tiny bits
no one else could endure,
how to survive in air, sea,
mountain, tundra,
how to master each pretension,
meant to hem you in. -

Counting
six cats
eight hands
so we measuretwelve feet
the length of our lives
and all things we collect
