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  • To all my friends who are and who are not freaking out right now

    To all my friends who are and who are not freaking out right now

    Crisis is unpredictable and scary.
    You cannot tell where all
    the pieces will land,
    and many of them are sharp

    and heavy and need
    constant flipping and turning over
    to make them fit just so.
    But with all the pieces

    in motion, it is perhaps a good time
    to grab one (or two)
    and help it find a better
    place and shape. Hey —

    we know many pieces
    have been tumbling in the air
    long past time;
    perhaps you forgot they were there,

    or didn’t see
    who had to hold and flip over
    each one, jagged and heavy
    years on end.

    So, change your mind.
    Be gentle. Be clear-eyed.
    Catch, flip, round off,
    place as if you are planting it

    under the feet of your own, small child
    who will wonder
    about you
    as time turns forward

    and why you left everything
    just so.
    And she will only have these bare pieces
    to tell her.

  • On watching waves swish forward and back

    On watching waves swish forward and back

    What is worth noticing, my friend,
    are the waves that stand out,
    that trip up against the others.

    The regularity of current,
    old moon pulling, hypnotizes.
    But don't let it loll you into missing
    all those unique waves
    that find a way to stand out,
    against all expectations.

    Sometimes, they are pushed
    by an unexpected wall or reef.
    Sometimes, they play with a mermaid's tail.
    And sometimes, they are just bored
    and feel a need to shake things up.

    No matter. Enjoy the rhythm
    if you will. Sing with it. Dance, even.
    But keep a sharp eye out, too,
    for those breaks of independence
    and mystical creatures
    whose only purpose in the sea
    is to bring you to wonder.
  • Vacations with my father

    Vacations with my father

    We always expected 
    that in two short weeks
    a whole year could unwind

    so that we were left surprised
    and still tell stories
    of when on the sailboat

    your voice broke furious
    through the wind
    as we stumbled over the bow,

    and we all sat then at dinner
    frightened, exhausted
    trying to find our humor.
  • Photo of my mother at age 6

    Photo of my mother at age 6

    Miniature umbrella shadows face,
    you shivered on the field
    some time in the fuzzy past

    and are shuffled together now
    in a pile on my desk,
    Rhyme, reason vanished,

    and irrelevant, since one moment later
    you may have been transformed
    by lightening or thunder or life.

    Yet we drag around our past
    in an every-lengthening caboose,
    forever needling through
    our hopes for today.

    What is the method for unleashing the old cars,
    for choosing instead
    to watch each moment flicker past

    unrelated, with no repeated story
    holding me down?
    Let you go your way
    and I mine?
  • What love could learn from fungus

    What love could learn from fungus

    How to amble across
    wide swaths of earth
    with an ever-willing thrill,

    how to spew spores of joy
    every time someone tried to uproot you,

    how to settle into a problem
    long after everyone else has walked away,

    how to blossom best on rainy days,

    how to feast on tiny bits
    no one else could endure,

    how to survive in air, sea,
    mountain, tundra,

    how to master each pretension,
    meant to hem you in.
  • Counting

    Counting

    six cats
    eight hands
    so we measure

    twelve feet
    the length of our lives
    and all things we collect

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