All the Marys in the world
can not save me from myself. So it seems.
I hear my mother shouting,
One step at a time! Don't run in the house!
or some such admonition
against gracelessness,
and all the Marys chorus her
as if female chaos
is the only cardinal sin worth fretting over.
Each night, I pray for grace,
and each day, they chant the same.
One step at a time! Don't run in the house!
But at this late stage of all my long years
and with all the world has shown itself to be
to every witness available,
it seems time at long last
for all the Marys in the world to turn their worries
to the endless sins and skinned knees the Earth round,
and to let me deal silently and, alas,
alone with mine.
2 responses to “Prayers from my mother”
I like the repetition here, it drives home that sense of never good enough. I also like the interplay between the long and short lines. Also “or some such admonition/against gracelessness.” Good sounds, strong line breaks…the longer I look the more I am seeing 🙂 This is one I will come back to.
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Thank you so much! This one feels so natural to me, but it goes in an odd direction. 🤷♀️
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