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Poems from in between

by Jenifer Cartland


  • December 3, 2016

    Worth staying for

    Dusts of snow edge the earth,
    uneven lines mark sun-warmed pavers.

    With under-parts protected, statuary
    gather new relief, dying grasses open

    in broad pompons, perennial stalks crisscross
    into heavy mounds of gold, pine tufts

    reach out in a first, mourning grace.
    All else hushes, runs for cover,

    but our small, neglected garden unfolds,
    yawns wide welcoming arms.

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  • November 20, 2016

    11/20

    Earth grieves each November, again
    finds itself wailing in sorrow,

    refusing to get out of bed.
    For its own tears and distresses,

    the world collapses into itself,
    spends the month grinding through

    cold damp, discordant winds,
    while its resistance slips away

    into the long lonely meditation
    that always follows death.

    ———-
    From Li Po, “Listening to Lu Tzu Hsun play the ch’in on a moonlit night.” Thanks for the inspiration, Leonard!

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  • November 17, 2016

    Your body is returned

    i.

    I know because you are me.
    You came here afraid, chased by storms.
    You huddle with spare, odd friends
    who you doubt you can trust.

    As the noise kicks up all around,
    you hunker down, raise strong the barriers,
    but they are cracked, indifferent.
    I know, because you are me.

    You curl up in a ball thinking
    if you could just make yourself small,
    you might not be seen, it might be easier
    to stay safe; your thigh bones against

    your chest make a stronger wall, you hope,
    but your stomach churns with hunger –
    I know because you are me –
    you need rest, the cold air blows

    and blows, and no one has given you
    even a small piece of comfort,
    though they talk around it plenty.
    It is the least of all wonders

    (I know because you are me)
    that you chose less pain over more,
    more certainty over less.
    In a bag, black without marker

    your body now will be returned
    to the place you escaped,
    which will have no need for it.
    I know because you are me.

    ii.

    There is a prayer for the forgotten,
    a sacred text first uttered centuries ago
    along the front of a thunder storm.

    She saw it all coming – you, the prayer,
    the storm – and wrote down every phrase.
    She stands ready and speaks it for you now.

    You find yourself surprised
    while the words shower over you, warming.
    They pierce deep into your fear, awkward

    lack of belonging, self-negation,
    soften your surfaces and the crusty
    edges scraping all around,

    and hold you safe in her welcome.
    The sun beams here, just for you.
    Your name is written for always.

    There is such a prayer, I know
    because I am you.

    ——————
    Please enjoy the work of many other wonderful poets at dVerse Open Link Night.

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  • November 10, 2016

    Waiting for the doctor

    hazy dry, as if in midair
    distant beeps, rattles,
    blood pressure cuff wheezing up,
    releasing, hour after hour,
    day may become day

    Of all possible recollections,
    you pick the one
    from December twelfth, thirteenth
    or fourteenth, you revolve,
    nineteen-fifty-three
    in ice cold Korea
    showering down
    in luxuriance, soap,
    frigid water trailing over your skin
    after seven months in the hills.

    And I speak of giving birth,
    a parallel I cannot pin down
    until I realize my birthed baby
    could now be your soldier …

    and how things imprinted on your mind
    in that natal rush
    still ruminate,
    wind themselves around this morning,
    the smells of this air,
    the sounds of this sanitary,
    quiet day.

    —————
    For my father on Veterans Day

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  • November 4, 2016

    Wondrous grit of life

    o’ wondrous pain,
    illuminating discomfort —
    how you have painted
    this earth to suit your ease,
    the slow swing of your step

    it is perhaps
    a sign of your privilege
    that you praise cuts
    and bruises to small children
    who do not know to defend

    your princess
    could not sleep with even
    a pea under
    her mattress, yet you ask me
    to take joy in bumps and scrapes

    no, I long for hope —
    an open ear that does not
    reduce my path
    to simple unknowables,
    that bears these lessons on all

    not for cruelty
    but for connection, to birth
    compassion, to draw
    us to each other, our ears
    tilted to each others’ wounds

    — From Hafiz, ‘She responded’ (trans. Daniel Ladinksy)

    Hafiz has been occupying my mind a great deal lately. In ’She responded,’ he writes:

    It is healthy for the prisoner
    to have faith

    that one day he will again move about
    wherever he wants;

    feel the wondrous grit of life — less structured —
    find all wounds, debts stamped, canceled, paid.

    A friend’s daughter had a short life and both she and her mother experienced what anyone would agree was extreme hardship. Yet my friend tells me her daughter was her first and best teacher.

    That statement always brings tears to my eyes. Her commitment to her daughter is deep and complicated — not just what feels to me like maternal love, but something far more original.

    Hafiz reminds me of this friend’s journey and brings me to wonder further about pain, our dreams of escaping it, what it teaches us, and what we learn when we don’t have it.

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  • October 25, 2016

    So cold the sky

    waves roll in, tossed over themselves
    by November winds that scrape
    surface up and over, up and
    over, coil under clouds,
    moan through cedars,
    find me here, damp,
    burying the roots
    of this sapling
    today

    as if in a ceremony of dark days,
    bewitched by the sky long
    turned cold and forceful,
    my magic increases
    in concentration —
    even the birds
    obey my wish,
    return when
    I beckon

    it is in such a state that my ancient
    longing and dearest friend unfolds
    arms wide across all the earth
    to warm those who are living
    in this frozen universe
    with fortnight tales
    that protect each
    soul with safe
    passage
    home

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